Easter

We survived Easter. The girls had fun and I managed to avoid most questions at the extended stranger family dinner. I focused on the girls but my mind still drifted to what should have been. He should have been at the park with us for their first egg hunt. He should have been with me getting baskets ready. He should have seen Laura's disgust that the Bunny hid all her eggs. He should have seen Clara and her first Easter. sigh

As we near what should be his 33rd birthday (1 week from today) I'm struggling...big time.