Laura is a smart little cookie. She keeps telling me (and everyone that will listen) "My Daddy fishin' in heaven. Mommy stay here with me." I told her that once. Two weeks ago.
And she misses you. And she wants you. She's becoming more and more vocal about her feelings. And all I can do is reaffirm them and reassure her that I want and miss you, too. Because what else can I do?
The other night she wanted you to sing with her. You used to sing songs with her when you put her to bed. ABCs, Twinkle Twinkle, Itsy Bitsy. And she craved that the other night. I told her Mommy would sing with her...she told me no. I told her that you could hear her in Heaven so she could sing you a song. "No Mommy. WITH Daddy." She dropped it then, and so did I.
But tonight...she asked if she could sing Daddy ABCD's. I told her absolutely. And with quiet tears streaming down my face I listened to our little girl sing her little heart out...ABC's to Daddy in Heaven.
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