It was last Friday morning. Laura had a GREAT night and nearly slept through the night....albeit in the recliner but at least she slept! I was watching her sleep as I was picking up the living room and saw her smile and giggle a little bit. Warmed my heart. When I woke her up at 6:20 to get ready for daycare, she sat straight up and with wide bright eyes exclaimed, "DADDY'S HERE!" Broke my heart.
She looked everywhere from the recliner...insisting that you were there. I tried to ask if you had visited her in her dreams...what you were doing and what you said. But she doesn't understand "dreams" yet. She just knew that you were there. I asked her where you went and she pointed to our bedroom and said "Daddy go in there." And she was adamant.
I have to believe that you came to see her, that you were there with us that morning. She NEEDED that. I needed that. Because we miss you terribly...more than words could ever describe. There is this big empty hole in our lives where you should be. And we're feeling it more and more everyday.
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